Winter Chill

It has been since 09 since I last posted here. Life is full of several conflicting emotions as life is constantly changing, so I thought it might be time to start from the beginning as I am in search of rediscovering myself. Finding answers to constant questions of why I am who I am, why do I feel the way I do, and why do I seek the things that can hurt and cut so deeply. The answer is, that we reach for things so that we can feel.
Like a child, without thought we see a flame, because it is so appealing to the eye we reach out to touch it. We may get burnt but in the end, we learn a little it from that experience.
Here I am again, just like a child reaching out even though I know I may get burnt, but there is so much I need to experience so that I might be able to learn from them.

The next posts will have to do with my life as a child so that those whom are willing to read might better know me as I re-get to know myself.